Saturday, February 10, 2007

"Thanks, for doing me the favor."

Her name was Jillian; she was sitting next to the guy who I was witnessing to. I did not know her, in fact I did not even know she existed. I just knew that the guy was arguing with me about God, and how he was a mean God, and so many other things. I talked to him, trying to comprehend him, and think about the best possible way to relate salvation. While I was talking to this person, I asked him, "Well what about Jesus? What do you think of His story? What do you think of what he did for you?" To my suprise, he started crying. I smiled, because it is at conviction that a person draw nears the Lord, and not at condemnation. So while he was sobbing I put my hand on his head and started praying for him. I started speaking in tounges, and in my mind I started to think, "man this is what Anointing is all about! Who knew he was going to cry when I said the name of Jesus?" I was feeling so joyful until I started feeling what it seemed like little kicks all around my body. I started shaking, and it was not the kind of shaking I normally get when one is filled with the Spirit, instead, it was something I could not understand. My hand was still on top of the guys head and I realized his head was shaking.

Next thing I knew, the guy who I was witnessing to faced his head towards me and started laughing. He started laughing straight at my face. I did not know what to think, but as he continued laughing I knew what had happened. Somehow, before I had asked him to pray with me about Jesus coming into his life, he had been possesed by a demon. The only thing I did was to put my hand in his direction and screamed, "In the name of Jesus, I cast you out of this body!" The guy who was jumping around laughing stopped to look at me, and started laughing again. "hahahahhahhhahhahhahahhahhahah". It was a malicious laugh, and I knew I could not cast it out. Why? Because in my dream I knew that I was not prepared for this demon. I had not fasted, and I had not been praying. I started panicking, and all of a sudden the girl whom I did not know existed, appeared right in front of me. She gave me a smirk. I was confused, I did know who she was until she started fighting with me. She was the demon who had entered the guys body. I could not say the name of Jesus, I knew that withouth prayer I had already failed. I could only fight with her with my physical body. Everytime I punched her, that part of her body dissappeared, but it would come back again with strenght.

I do not know when I escaped from her attack, but after that i found myslef in a rooom watching TV with my sisters. I felt my cell phone vibrate and when I went to see who it was, the name was Jillian. I was not sure if this was the same demon girl who had been trying to fight me, but I had the feeling. I answered unsure, "...Hello?" "Hey, I just wanted to say thanks for doing me the favor." And then Cick.

I knew I was in danger, I grabbed my sister but then that is when I woke up. I was scared when I woke up; I was confused. I did not know what it meant. In all my other dreams I had never given up saying the name Jesus, but in this one I knew that as much as I said it, I was not going to be able to cast it out. Why? Why did she say thanks? What favor had I done for a demon?

That's when it hit me. Because of my lack of prayer, and commitment to the Lord, another soul had been lost. Jullian was thanking me for giving her another soul.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

thats something...could it be possible that a demon just goes into ur dreams and fights u in ur mind? could it have been something God allowed for a reason? or could it have been just something ur mind has made up??? trully i dont believe that ur mind made this up, not this. i think theres something about this. where was the armor of God in this dream? were u wearing it? ha....u cannot battle a spirit with the physical, which is what u thought u could do at the moment, u must be ready in the spirit, for it is a spiritual battle...i dunno but that Stockstill preaching seems like something u could use right now, if u havent already heard it.

Anonymous said...

Hey M,you are getting better all the time with your insight and storytelling. I hope you realize how blessed you are to have God reveal the supernatural and speak to you in such a blatent fashion. What a revelation and interpretation (I agree with yours). He has been telling me since early Dec to fast and I have yet to make it a part of my life so I will heed the warning through your dream. By the way, Jillian means Youthful or Loves Child. I'm not sure if that sheds any light to you. You have the best dreams and thanks for sharing them with me again.
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Rosa said...

this was interesting. today i had the urge to go read ur blog ... meh ... so i did ... ur becoming a great writer.