Oppression and Fear came last night

I was falling asleep. My room is the living room, so i was all alone while the rest of my family was in the bedroom...the reason is i can barely sleep comfortable in the room, so i choose to stay in the living room. But last night was different...I had a dream....but then again...not really.

In my dream I was with Ericka and Melany and i was driving my car. I was thinking to myself "These streets are too dark...this is not hammerly...where are we?" I was trying to figure out where we where and trying not to panic so my sisters wouldn't either. I forgot to mention it was night and it was a little hard to see. I squinted my eyes and then this sudden Fear overcame me. I grabbed on tightly to the wheel and then i felt something on my neck. I felt someone trying to choke me. It was oppression. I let go of the wheel and i was trying to breathe, i knew it was a spirit trying to choke me. I was trying to say "I rebuke you in the name of Jesus" but i knew that i could barely talk much less say that whole sentence. So while i was struggling to get those invisible hands off my neck i was trying to say at least, "Jesus". While I was struggling i woke up and i took a big breath and instantly felt the hands off me. I am not sure if this was just a dream or if there was actually a spirit of oppression trying to choke me. But the thing is that i was relieved to be awake and i started rebuking and covering my household in the blood of Jesus.

I tried going back to sleep but i could sense a presence of Fear in the room and so i went with my mother...thinking that with her the spirit will leave. I was wrong.

I was sleeping with my sisters now and I was trying to go to sleep but every time i would take a breath into sleep i could feel myself getting short of breath. This thing wouldn't let me go to sleep. When i moved to the room i had told my mom about the dream, so she told me to stay there and she went back to sleep. But meanwhile i couldn't fall asleep, i was feeling oppression and i was thinking of that people who probably sent me this with their words and thoughts.
My mom had gone to sleep again, but i did not have peace, i was feeling oppressed and had fear. Then i woke up my mom..."Mom, pray for me please...please"

So I am lying there in my bed and my mother starts to pray over me. I start sobbing, crying and praying in the Spirit. My mom rebuked fear, and she mentioned oppression, and when she said that word i said "Yes! Oppression". So she prayed for oppression and sadness to leave and for peace to come to my heart. it didn't last long...in fact it was probably less than five minutes when my mother finished rebuking. I laid there sobbing and feeling a peace from the Lord....and finally...after a few minutes Fear Left, and the Oppression of breathing left...and so I slept.


Fear was there because it wanted to scare me....but Oppression was the one who put its hands on me. While i was going through this last night i couldn't help but to think that this Spirit was sent not to scare me, rather, to put this heavy burden on me. This burden where i cannot breathe freely, a burden that can come from God's own family...how ridiculous.

OPPRESSION: 4.the feeling of being heavily burdened, mentally or physically, by troubles, adverse conditions, anxiety, etc.