willing?

I started crying because he was not there anymore. Ironic because a year ago I wanted him out of my life forever. And now, i'm asking myself, where is he? Where has he been all this time? Does he love us? Ericka told me that her best graudation gift would be that of my dad coming to see her. I didn't know she felt that way. How can we heal a broken heart? Why was it hurt in the first place? Because of father who was unselfish? I believe that is what it all comes down to: selfishness. I still have hope for this generation, despite the fact that there has been an increase in divorces and abuses. If the true christians that are out there are willing to play an unselfish role, I believe we can change the evironment around us. Are you willing? I am willing. I am willing to be a faithful wife, a loving mother, an obedient daughter of God, a caring sister. Are you willing to be an unselfish mother? How about a responsable father? It starts with prayer....if you feel like you're not willing, I think it's best to start preparing for our beautiful roles with significant prayer. I'm not talking about being ready, just being willing.

Mark 14:38
Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the body is weak."

Temptation being passivity, laziness, unwilling, or just being a selfish being.