Can so many things change in one weekend? I never knew that it could be possible until this weekend. WOW. I feel like a different person. It is only by His power that things can change...BUT it is only if you are willing. For the first time ever, this weekend I was ready to surrender my all, and so I did. Feelings changed, my future changed, everything was a mess and still probably is but the only difference is that now I am trusting Jesus. I know I still have so many things to work on, especially in my character but this weekend....I can't explain it. Como puedes cambiar de la noche a la mañana?
As I feel new feelings, as I explore the beauty of choosing to love...I need to tell myself to slow down. Calm down. Take it one day at a time. But I don't want to!! I want to scream everywhere and say "i was wrong!! I was truly wrong!! I'm sorry and I will never let this chance ever pass me again!" But the truth is...I probably will. Maybe not this certain situation, but with other things. When was the last time I truly showed my sister that I care for her? This is just an example, but oh how true it is!
All I can think of what I learned is this: Pray for discernment. In every situation, bring it to God. EVERY SITUATION!! I cannot emphasize this more...in everything, don't be hasty. Don't think that God doesn't care about this little detail, because it's so important!! One little "not important" detail can lead to a deviation of the will of God. Listen to what other people are telling you, LISTEN!! please!!! It will save you so much time....so so so much time....
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